Sunday, May 17, 2009
Fighting Loneliness.
Why am I such a perfectionist at times? My life would be so much better if I'm not one.
I've been thinking alot recently. The more I think, the more I feel afraid. Uncertainties ahead, I don't really know how to face it, neither do I know how to handle them when they come. I hate insecurity... I wanted to share many thoughts, but I can't do it here.
Just now, we girls talked about r/s, life and etc... Quite sad actually, as we talked about some topics.
I once read an interview by a celebrity but I can't remember who, reporter asked him what to him is cheating. He replied, " Things that you clearly know that by doing it will upset your other half." Argueable but quite true in some circumstances.
Its hard to trust once the trust was broken, even for that one time. I've always know this and till now this is proven, woman always forgive, but they can never forget. Man, forgets but they never forgive... I once saw tears in my friend's eyes as she talked about the bad past of her r/s, she's a happypill, super optimistic girl yet when it comes to r/s, no one is able to control. But she's overall very happily in a r/s, just don't talk about the past. This is how good we're at forgiving and not forgetting.
Why is woman born this way? Emotional, afraid of loneliness, forgiving...
This is sucha out-of-nowhere post. Loneliness is killing me. Wtf. Gonna sleep it away. May tmr be a good day to study and memorising those bankingshiats.
Btw, MAN U CHAMPS again!!!!!!!!! Yeah!!! Ron's so hot, he better not leave, he looks good in red. Lol....
i'm at the end of the rainbow
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