Yesterday I was really negative, or maybe not really negative but speaking the ugly reality of life. We were in the car talking abit about the future and I said,

Not trying to blame anybody, but I just feel very upset at times when I really don't wish to wake up at 7.00am to head for work, I just wanna stay at home to study and watch tv just like a normal uni student. I do get pocket money, but its not enough, times like this when inflation is high, everything is so expensive, just my expenditure on transport is high enough to make me starve. Luckily I've a part time job and a very doting Boyfriend who always treat me to nice meals, if not I think I'll be able to lose my targeted 5 kg very soon. Haha...

There's too much unfairness at home, I almost fell into a depression thinking about it. As a girl, I strive so hard for whatever I want while men at home don't even have to sweat abit. I can safely say that I'm the most independent at home not in terms of finance yet, but survivor and social skills.

Aiya! In short, I feel so unjust and angry over this issue at home. Even baby feel angry seeing how differently I'm treated... I can't wait for the day I get my first paycheck as a perm. That'll be the day I treat baby to a big meal at Tatsuya... HEE!