Actually I had a list of stuff to blog about, how bad last week was and blah blah blah. But... ... ...
I just chance upon the blog of a girl whose boyfriend just passed away during army training in Brunei recently. I guess most of you would have knew him as a person or heard about this on the news... My colleague also told me about her friend whose Bf was one of the dragonboaters who never made it back during the accident last year.
Argh. I feel so upset after reading the blog, my heart just sank. Now, I'm so afraid that God will take him away from me one day. Ya, Pessimistic am I. We never know when our time is up, we never know when God think that its enough and take us away. Not only am I afraid that I'll be without him one day, I'm scared that I might be the one unwillingly leaving him here alone. I hope that he never have to go through this kind of excruciating pain.
My mood is very very much affected. ARH!! Got to put this behind my head and enjoy my date with Jess later.
To all: Cherish your love ones when you still have them. Don't live with regrets :)
i'm at the end of the rainbow
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