Last night I cried so hard. I started tearing when I thought of army which is 37days away from now. I just don't feel good.
It all started with me receiving my timetable for Bridging. 3 times a week 7-10pm. This means i'll have even lesser time for him 'coz I'll be working in the morning and studying at night. Ah! I hate this!
If I dun spend more time with him now I'll then have to wait 2 weeks to see him for 2 days. Then 1week 2 days if he didn't kanna guard duty. It just dun feel realistic when I thought of all this. Time is going at a rate too fast for me to take... Although I've been yearning for the day he go army last time 'coz I want him to be a real man (still a boy now), it just dun feel good when the day is really approaching.
Well, lets just hope I can work out a timetable myself so that I'll have more time to spend with him before he goes Botak & Skinny.
Okays. Time to cont working...
i'm at the end of the rainbow
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