when I expect to have something done, its not done.

when I thought it would turn out my way, but it turn out the other way.

I've been contributing.

Why can't I just wait there for good things to happen to me rather than having to keep on putting in so much effort?

I'm not a saint. Not god. I'm a human with flesh and blood, emotions and moody days.

Seriously, I haven't been demanding for anything. Why can't you just give me a little more at this time when I'm feeling like this?

So tired.