I've been neglecting my blog due to heavy school commitments.

Today I scolded my groupmate on the Messenger. I guess I just exploded. We ( 3 out of 6 group members) are just damn pissed off with the other 2 who did not turn up for project meetings and didn't do anything. This project is a 6 people project but we only have three-and-a-half people doing it. Other groups have their full strength and is almost completing their 2 parts of the project which is like few hundred marks all together and my group with the pathetic human resources we have, is just half way through the 1st part.

This really shows how much one is responsible for themselves and their group mates. It is their responsibility to turn up and contribute to the completion of the project. If cannot turn up, at least give your group members a call or sms to explain, or take some initiative to do some of the parts. But I get nothing from these at least 19 years old people. And yet u hv the cheek to ask the 3 members not to mark u down. *shake head*

I think I'm too kind to people I regard as frens such that they misuse this kindness. When it comes to project, I'm a very fair person. If u've done little, I will not be so nice to give u the same marks as the others who have put in so much effort. I believe marks must be earned by yourself not thru the kindness of your frens.

Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Frustrations!

I can't sleep properly and at ease with all this stress piling on me. I envy people who can just hack care and not bring them to their bed. I simply CANNOT. I slept less than 6 hours a day, I'm really tired. Help me!!!

Next week, after the AA submission I'll at least be free for a while before exams and SIP. YES!

I wanna go-

walkwalk

have a big feast

go bintan (impossible for now)

play water

jet ski

tan and sleep on the beach

I wanna feel the cool breeze brushing off my face, enjoy the company of the peaceful clear blue sea and slow down this hectic pace of life.

Can't help but started to imagine myself in a big beach hat, bikini and shades, holding a glass of juice on my right hand, flipping through magazines with my left hand, lying down on the shores of the peaceful blue sea. Oh!! That's pure dreaming :(

Hai... I'm really breaking down man. God, give me some strength... Off I go to try and sleep earlier. Good Nite!

* Stronger than yesterday *