Dig my heart

Freed me from all this fear. Fear of history, fear from scary memories...

Have been dreaming about the past since last week. 1st its back to secondary school. When He and I were looking silly in school U. Then it was playing around with my girls in Secondary school. Last night was about Primary school friends. I saw all of them. My playmate.

What's happening man! All the past is coming back. Yes, I do miss my secondary school life. In fact, I hope I can turn back time, I really dun mind sitting for O's again. I missed those days when we play around after school and in between breaks. I missed having all my friends around me. I missed their laughter, I missed the fun. I missed the love... This is probably one part of my life that I won't ever be able to forget.

Primary school..... Love and hate. Love my clique, love the teachers, love that carefree-ness. Hate those life spoilers. If not for them, my primary school life will be so perfect...

I was born a playful person. Since young, I've been climbing up and down, jumping around just like a bunny. Till now I still love playing around, my priority is to have fun. When I was in primary school, for the sake of playing, I can forsake my own safety.

I remembered very clearly that my friends and I climbed into this large canal beside my primary school which probably house snakes and scary creatures. I even crawled into a wheel size tunnel which leads to dunno where, in the end I found a beehive which the bees were mercifully not angry. Lucky enough for me then.

Thinking back then, I really salute to myself. Now you ask me to do that again, I definitely dare not... Back to the present, I find my life so monotonous, I wanna inject more fun into my life. Poly life is not like what we imagine it to be huh. Fun, relax, club, chill!! WRONG!! Lectures, Projects, tutorials, tests, due date, exams!

If I can turn back time, there's many things I wanna redo. Plenty decisions to be amended. But its all too late. Some regrets can only live on for life, while we try to salvage them.

That's all for this sharing. Goodnitez.

*if only someone can open the locks to my heart*