I did so much things I myself think that its impossible or just not me. Blinded by lovE? Erm... I don't know. People who are in the same situation, should have experienced this no-explain actions ba. But till now I still think that its worth it to put in every effort, every hardwork. 'Coz it pays off.

The other day, He told me his reason why he engaged in his current hobby. The motivation to push him to do things which requires lots of determination and hardwork, was ME. * tears in my eyes * And all the while I thought it was for himself, just wanting to beat his target. While target is just a aim he set for himself. Suddenly it strikes me, everything was for me. I have been ignorant, not understanding... I'm really touched. Really.

He's different from what others thought who he is. He might appear to be like that, but in actual fact, its not. Nobody saw the real him like I do.

Alright that's all I feel at this moment... Well, I'm pms-ing again. My stomach is so pain now, even after passing motion. Ah. Then I'm suffering from so many pre-menstrual systoms which I really cannot tahan. Auntie want to come then faster can? I hate dilly-dally.