HAPPY BIRTHDAY LING 12 MARCH

Woo... Celebrated that skinny bone birthday at Hong's house, actually it was also a farewell for Hong 'coz she'll be flying to Aust at 1 am later to visit her brothers for 10 days. We'll miss her. Hope she'll buy more nougats for me and ling. Hehe...

Starting work tommorrow!!! Aiyo. Dunno what its gonna be like. Hope its not boring and the accountants will treat me nice nice.

Man U won again 2-0. YEAH!!!

I'm still on war wif my MUM. I'm not gonna talk to her. I ironed my huge pile of clothes all by myself, if not she'll think that I can't do anything without her. Its not I dunno how to do those chores, its I dun like to do. She is so unfair to me. She cooked breakfast for all my brothers excluding my portion and make me starve. Not FAIR!!!

My brother got a freshly brew cup of coffee without having to order for it. Adding to my sourness, she still send it to his face. Then me leh? NOTHING! I bought her bday presents, I spend my time browsing thru the woman's section of OG which I will never go, just to get her a top. Dun think its so easy to get her clothers, she is damn fussy. My brothers never even bother to stay at home for dinner with her. Then she still dare say I dun have her heart! Bloody hell.

She only know how to call me at 11+ every nite when I'm out to ask me to get her the nite papers. Why dun she call her precious sons to get for heR? 'Coz she know they'll never do that, they are plain lazy. And I will buy for her even when its not in my path and I will have to walk one big round... The day before my brother got a headache and she was like, so worried, keep asking him to go and sleep, eat medicine, whatever. BUT, she dunno that actually he went drinking the nite before... If it was me who have headache, she will just say, " ask u to sleep early u dun wan la. See! Headache la."

ARGH!!!!! So unfair. Intolerable... So what if I'm the only daugther? So what if I'm the most GUAI among all her children since young? So what if I kept my problems from her so that she and my dad will not have to worry about me? So what if I keep trying to be her good daughter? Beta treatment? NO!! I simply dunno what she want from me. I'm tired. My heart is bleeding. But does she know?

Aiya. I have had enough of this. I'm just gonna concentrate on working, earning money and experience. Not going to care about all this family things anymore, its making me lose all my sleep... Wish me luck in work. Good nite all.

* I jus dun get what I want... *