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Argh... Yes. Tomorrow I'm having CMA test but I'm here to blog. I have to note down this SUCKIEST monday ever. I hate today, i hate myself, i hate everything that happened.

Guess wad? I'm gonna fail my IF test. Woohoo... People must be thinking today's IF is so easy, like chicken feet, and I'm failing it. I'm a total failure. Idiotic, stupid, dumb, whatever! I made a grave mistake and some careless mistakes and there goes. I think I'm really failing it. I cried. How can I be so stupid? This is the biggest mistake I ever made in tests and exams.

Everything just is NOT right. Daddy is sick, sweating till his pillow is wet in the middle of the night in a air-con room. Hai... I love Daddy, please get well soon... Korkor is facing the lowest point in his life. His job sucks. My poor brother, he is a nice person but why did he have to go through all this things? I hate those people who makes life difficult for him. Seeing him like that really breaks my heart. I miss his mega-watt smile, his care-free personality, his that high mood when he always disturb me. His eyes don't seem so shiny as before. I just hope and wished that everything will be fine for him soon, please...

Dear got into a difficult situation today too. I know he is so angry. Nothing goes well for the both of us today. But at least we got each other to comfort. And, that's enough. Everything will be fine for us ya? I hope so. *prays*

Back to study. NiteZ...