It was so sunny just now and out of a sudden it starts to pour, turning the sky so gloomy, just like my mood. Gloomy.

I won't fully elaborate the reason of my gloominess here, 'coz I dunno who's reading this, may be some KPOs, some weirdos, some secret readers. Somehow, or rather, I feel that blogs have now become so not private, people just can't say everything they wanna say in here. I at 1st want my blog to be something like a electronic diary, but diarys aren't meant for public to read ritE? *sigh* So, this space is just a place I rant my usual not-so-private stuff.

Back to my gloominess, its sunday, usual sunday I thought. But I think it won't be that usual day I would spend my day with. This week is rather busy but isn't busy always used as a excuse? Nobody knows how I feel, nobody really know what I'm fearing deep inside. Nobody...

I just dun like this feeling for the past week, I dun like to depend on others so much more... I hope this much-hated feeling will be gone, soon.

Bring my mood up man! Bored.