Tuesday, August 16, 2005
God, I have been a good girl. I have been a faithful and truthful gf throughout, I have been good to my boy as much as I can. I have been accomodating and had kicked my habit of being stubborn, have always been trying all ways to treat him well.
He's a mystery boy, so, i tried so hard to finally be able to understand him, his 'TA-TI-TU' language, his needs, his thoughts, his likings and hates.
I have given him everything I could give, doing my very very best to keep this relationship going. Being there for him when he needs me... For him, I have really lost many male frens whom I used to chat wif last time, 'coz I noe he dun like, so I kept a distance from them. I had also neglected my best frens. Even though they didn't blame me, but I feel the gap between us, which does not exist last time. I'm really guilty for not spending enough time wif them.
Even he think that I'm a perfect Gf. So, God why are u so unfair? Why must u make me go thru all these when I haven't do anything wrong? Why did u let me meet him, fell deeply in love wif him then make him leave me? Why did u change him into a selfish person who throw me to stand alone in this cruel world, while he continue moving on? God, I really dun understand u... ...
Here I'm crying days and nites for the lost of U, there U are looking for another one. What is this man? Everything is just so sudden and its all bullshit.
God, u played a big game on me. U turned my life upside down, inside out...
*but still, i love ya*
i'm at the end of the rainbow
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