Saturday, August 13, 2005
I'm crying. Really unbearable.
Hate loneliness. Nobody seems to be free for me.
TOday is Saturday and here i'm, wasting my weekend.
This is not wad i want.
Oh god. I dun wanna become a quiet person. I'm not like that, this is not me. I'm a playful, happy, cheerful person. I'm not use to being alone like tat, i'm always surrounded by frens. I noe i have disappoint them, i always feel guilty about tat, i'm so sorry, really sorry. I have tried to make up for them but maybe the gap is already so big, therefore its so hard to solve.
My school work is a pile of shit. I feel so lost in tutorials. I'm so scared. Everybody is just on their own, so competitive and selfish. HAte to see these downside of humans.
Yesterday during the girl's Captain's ball game, i can feel and see those unshown hatred between the girl's teams. I hate to see this. Sad to say, girls are always like that while those guys playing soccer will really show out their unhappiness towards each other. Showing it out is beta than speaking ill of each other behind.
How i wish somebody will be here to lend his/her shoulder, accompany me through my worst nights...
*Do U see my crying heart?*
i'm at the end of the rainbow
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